Skinny Red Head.

my life.

I hate you for breaking my heart. I start filming the pilot the new show next week. I’m nervous; I’m overwhelmed with going to university. My classes are long, the campus is big, and I sometimes feel very alone on the city bus home. I never sleep, eat too irregularly, and I am always stressed out. I drink a lot of starbucks and I don’t even have time to make art anymore. I can’t even coherently write right now because I am so emotionally and physically spent. I literally have nothing else to give anymore. I cry.. I don’t cry… I sit on my bed at night and never sleep — laying awake wondering about the starving people of the world, the fashionable clothes I’ll never be able to afford, and the dirty looks people give me at school.