February 2012
7 posts
Lets talk a moment about the reliability of people in your life.
January 2012
2 posts
September 2011
1 post
my life.
I hate you for breaking my heart. I start filming the pilot the new show next week. I’m nervous; I’m overwhelmed with going to university. My classes are long, the campus is big, and I sometimes feel very alone on the city bus home. I never sleep, eat too irregularly, and I am always stressed out. I drink a lot of starbucks and I don’t even have time to make art anymore. I...
July 2011
1 post
May 2011
2 posts
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
2 posts
I work in a homeless shelter.. I’m a mental health worker… and when I come home my family watches shows like “Man vs. Food.” Where people have a contest to see who can eat the most food. I think its fucking pathetic that people are starving in our city, and there are shows based on mass consumption of food for cheap entertainment. It just shows that a country that is...
February 2011
2 posts
November 2010
2 posts
I’ve never felt so alone in my entire life then right now. I’ve been to rehab, I’ve gotten through near death experiences countless of times. But nothing is harder then actually living in everyday life. Social construction is my imprisonment.
October 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
Matrix
I pray to God everyday that my skinny body will last as long as it possibly can in order for me to help as many other human beings as I possibly can.
July 2010
1 post
Cheers to my addictions student summer internship
This life is a test. What do you want ? Power? Money?
I would throw that all away because I know it won’t make me happy … It only offers a quick fix. 20 minutes later you’ll be looking for more.
I choose to live this life to help those in need and use my body as a tool in a game of uncomprehending doom. The battle of good versus evil. Drugs versus sanity. This is my...
I have a date tomorrow!
And it’s Canada Day!
June 2010
25 posts
I got the job. I’m moving.
last night
so last night.. my friends wanted me to go to the bar ..
So I did. It felt like you every day meat market. I got my ass grabbed a few times. Is it just me? Or am I just really over the whole bar scene.
I have my interview tomorrow working as a mental health student at a native friendship centre. I’m more into making a difference on the planet then looking for a new catch.
I like being...
Listen to me world.. please somebody
Okay so i’ve really gotta get something off my shoulders right now.. and I hope it’s okay that the tumblr world is listening.
I am so tired of looking around and being conditioned to be something that I am not. I look at photos of myself when I’m with friends. I get it. I don’t look like your average male. I know that already. People ask me questions, people stare. I...
John Bradshaw is a genius ….. Shame = codependency.
Dr. Gabor mate is also my new hero. More of my courses must contain this material. It’s too good to ignore
A Canadian Student
My major is the brain; studying the networks of circuitry, dopamine and The receptors.
This is me. White, thinking too much, and a little too fragile.
White rice, iced tea, and granola bars are my diet.
My friends are my sustenance, the bible keeps me strong.
Cursed with a love that you can't express, it's...
tufteroo:
Some of my favourite lyrics ever, courtesy of Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton.
I really wanna be back in school. I can’t sleep.
a mysterious lump has changed everything
So .. as I was showering the other day I found this odd large lump under my arm.
as anyone else would figure, I was a little bit worried.
I went to the doctor and he checked it.. He said it could be cancer. I need to get more tests done.
Wow. Suddenly it occurred to me. This is actually happening to me right now. A lot of things started flashing before me. My life, the things I’ve done,...
May 2010
21 posts